listen* Oh Yeah - built to spill

I think about you everyday; I'm always wondering what you think of me now. I know it's hard. But unlike most people you affect, i will never forget you. No you showed me something i will never see in anybody ever again.

Yeah people lie and cheat, but that's why we get stoked; so we don't have to think about that shit.

I don't think of you, but i wonder why you had left such an impact on me. I sound creepy, but who's creepy is you. Why?

...

you're a fucking bitch… but you're my bestfriend… SCREW YOU

i'm not completely...

revived… yet. are you?

tell me about it.

clouds

I fucking wanna see Joan Jett before I die, or she diess for that matter.

GURRRR sold out my ass.

love for you

i should really be doing homework… but i hope all you guys who read this had a great day!

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Sunday Prayer

So i just finished getting rid of everything in my room, ready to move. ready to be happy again. I just watched love, blood and kryptonite. A good depressing movie! recommend it. -

Pride

pie ratio

is life as boring as people think it is, when they rather alter their universe with drugs? We need to take a stand. If you don't like life, die, visa veee!

love

I am more enthused by the naked body, than one that is clothed. Because it reveals the persons spirit, rather than being masked. Everyone body is beautiful, as long as their heart is open.

meatless

So it has come to my attention that either there people that read my blog, or rumours travel quickly. I'm surprised. I like that you kids are interested in my weird life of being Emily Larone. You know one thing i don't think anyone knows about me is that i absolutely adore the rain, i really do love it. people hate it. For me the rain means to replenish, and i realize now that every time it comes i need it.

Work has become… work. School has become stressful and family has become that happiest part of my life.

I'm hoping that when i go back to momma's i can experience that out doors more than i know, i'm planning on sleeping outside; maybe, depending if my brother consumes my room. I'm really excited. I really need to connect with what i love best, the souls of what is silent to us: nature.

I want to wake up every morning to either rain or sun, rinse my face with clean creek water then go for a hike in the wilderness and get lost. i want to find myself through nature, because people have not helped.

I love my mom, and i love my sister, i love my brother and i love my cat. I love that frog, and that big green slug. may you all be happy.

Plausible

You know the honest opinion of what I think of you? I think you are mean yet nice. Hard to be, but for someone who knows what it means to be nice and be so mean it takes guts. You know i gradually started to not understand you, so for that i say i'm faking. I fake my conversations with you. HECK! i fake alllllll my fucking conversations with all you people because I DON'T LIKE YOUR STANDARDS. that may be really mean but i don't want to waste my life listening to shit i could care less about, and acting so unusually to respond that it makes me sick.

Can I just confess for one second the fucking pain I have been going through the past month? No I can't because every fucking little thing that you never thought could collide DID. I'm ill.