Yorkshire Pudding

yeah… so i've been workign 8 hour shifts 4 dyas in a row… got pretty tired today from waking up so early. Especially when i clean all the dishes and have nothing better to do with my time then look like slacker. BUT COMMON i mean i think the salads i make there are the best. and i love the people i work with, and especially since they let me try everything.. hahhaha YUMMMY THINGS! mmmmm i can't wait till the next time i work.. this week though i'm gonna get a lot of English done. I'm thinking of going early to Rock salt to have some eggs and toast and work on some English! :) might be nice to sit and relax for a bit. Anyways i hope ya'll doing great-

Hey Shawn Vervoorst...

Hmmm. If only i could tell you what life was like before shit came to Earth… haha this was blog about a year ago… when life was getting shitty with the move n' all. I want you to look at these certain blogs, because they are about you and i know they'll make you smile. It's been two years… wow.

Friday, November 20th, 2009 at 2:04 am

Friday, November 20th, 2009 at 1:59 am

Well i'm not gonna copy and paste everything, but i really really encourage you to start at the beginning… CLICK HERE

P.S. it may not all be great, i may of only been 16/15 and self infatuated so don't take the bad stuff to heart, it all sounded ridiculous anyways

-Live on : )

Nothing to say, just listen

The Republic Tigers-"Buildings and Mountains"

P.S. finished my first English 12 assignment. HERE WE GO diploma course might just be my only rep. for a good school… wtf is this life? STRESS STRESS STRESS

P.S.S I got a job… $11.00/hr cleaning dishes and MAKING DESSERTS! fuck yeah… kinda

Roll your head daydream believer…

All i want to do is dance. I've come to this point where music shrills my spine and makes me move in ways i never knew possible. I go into another world. Music is my high. I just don't know ow to explain the way the song moves me literally. It's an outer body experience i cannot control… makes me love the world a little more each time my foot lifts. I know how to love again.. :)

Man is Happy when Man is Satisfied

I can safely say i'm in a rut- but maybe it's me that's caused this rut.

My Cat-The Exorcist

So this week was very nice, i got to spend it with a dear friend who came to visit me. Everyone was so shocked he had come, but is it really something that is drastic, or is everyone stuck in their little holes with their planned out lives and cannot believe that someone would randomly buy a plane ticket somewhere he'd never been. Well it seems pretty normal to me, and i encourage it. We spent the first day lazing around still trying to get over the face that we can see each other in the flesh. We had a yummy yummy lunch at my ex-job cafe. Not weird at all, SS people are so lay'd back. We went to victoria, We had illegal wine at a fancy seafood cafe, and talked about "everything". this week was nice. We went camping and saw the Gay parade = warmed my heart. Hitched a ride in the back of a wagon truck full of dogs; and we noticed life.

Now i'm pooped and want to sleep for the rest of eternity. Goodnight.

p.s. I bought some new denim jeans for my ever so growing stumps i call legs :)

Leaves fall to the ground

"When life is hard, you have to change…"

Pastel Salad in the Winter Time

There is great need for a happier blog right now. looking back, i haven't given you guys much insight on to… how i'm doing i guess. Well i'm almost graduated, just need to do English 12 CHA CHING! But what i am planning on doing in the future is undeclared. I am taking Art 10 at the moment, planning on doing business 11 and all that shit. As far as schooling goes, i am doing art 10 and English 12 at home, and i am planning on doing Visual arts 11 +12 at the school here. I'm hoping that all goes smoothly, because i really need to get out. Besides all the freaking out and depressing mornings, things are looking out. Getting my bike fixed tomorrow, and then I can do some hot yoga in Victoria! whoooooo what else. oh yeah, did my BC drivers knowledge test. MIGHT I JUST SAY… EDMONTON HAS IT GOOOUD. here it's 50 questions, and 80% max. obviously i went into it a little unprepared. BIG WHOOP at least it's cheaper here. only 15 bucks and 10 bucks for the ID, beats 76!

I am currently and vigorously looking for a job. but the summer season has obviously been prepared for and nobody is hiring. BUMMMMMMMMM FUCK ME! it's stupid. i'm broke, bored and waiting for my hair to grow back. So as maybe some of you might find out, i made a Facebook account. I KNOW. Why the fuck would you do that? Well i have accomplished what i wanted to, and i am ready to come back, but depending on how many people care… might not be for long.

Ohhh, it's spider season here, and it's not just miniature spiders. Inch, Inch and a half long red creepy ass spiders. they are HUGE ASS things and they live in our windows. Not long before they crossed the boundaries and have been ending up in our BEDS@#$ fuck you know how much mentally, that messes you up. I fucking check my bed every night and keep a flashlight and insect killer beside me at all times. I was the first to spot them all. I have found two in my clothes, AS I WAS WEARING them, and two in my bed. yuck. anyways, my fear of spiders has left the door and i am official.

As you may or may not know, i have been eating raw for the past month n' half. Great.. nothing to say there anymore i guess. Has it been hot here? YES has the hottness ended? slightly. it rained for the first time.. twwwoo days? ago i think.

Anyways so there's and update, whoop de doo… ...

I FUCKING HATE THOSE FUCKING BURRET THINGS GIRLS WEAR ON TH BACK OF THEIR HEADS. NEWSFLASH! IT DOESNT DO SHIT FOR WEATHER, REP NOR JUDGMENT!

daikon noodles in miso

AHHHGGG FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKF CUFLHADGHHHHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOU FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THAT FUCKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUU FUCKKKKKK THAT!!!!! I UHHHHGGGGGG HATE YOU FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCK!

AHHH fUCKING SHIT THIs is REALLLY HAPPENING! i'm offically insane.

"Why do Birds Suddenly Appear…"

I'm probably gonna kill myself sometime. one of these lonesome days i will have the courage. one

"So Many Roads to Choose…"

I really need my life to work out well for the next couple weeks, i'm forgetting who i am. Based on memories, i feel i don't recognize that person. i am in complete depression. I have been ever since that one math class. Worse day of my life. My brain felt as if it was ready to be knifed. holyyy jeesusss help me.

flabah, flablay, fantastic

"When a women cuts her hair off, she's looking to change her life."

DO NOT.

DO NOT THINK YOU KNOW ME!

DO NOT SAY BULLSHIT.

DO NOT JUDGE ME, ANYDAY

you have no right, no right. nobody has any idea. NO ONE has any idea! I am lost at sea. floating with nothing.

DO NOT BE A SELFISH EGOCENTRIC BULLSHITTER

…A LIAR

DO NOT FEAR ME NOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE

AND DO NOT THINK I TALK ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU READ THIS.

I AM LOOKING, LOOKING WITH MY GLASSES I WEAR ON MY EYE.

FOR I AM LOOKING AND IF YOU FEED ME THIS, THEY WILL BREAK.

LOOKING FOR MY LIFE.

…AND WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOUR'S TOO.

LOVE YOU.

*Freedom isn't pretty. It's lonely and white. Blank and thin, tasteless, and black. You age faster then you can breath. Gradually, gradually, gradually. Air is air -not sugary. INSPIRATION IS SICK! never begin, again. born into life, die with sparkle. kiss kiss, hug, hug. i wish you luck.